Mostly happy girly here

I know I don't post every day, but they way I see if it, if I did it would always be the same thing and my posts would be stupidly short. At least with leaving a day or two then I can have more to talk about. Well that's the theory any way.

Well as usually not much has happened since my last post.

yesterday though I got a message on a baby forum I am on. It was a lovely message. I always thought that no one really reads my blog, just clicks on the link quick look and that's it, but it was lovely to it get a message saying that they had a look a my blog because she wanted children close in age.

I'm just hoping I have some useful information in my blog. Even if I do sometimes go on and on, or repeat myself quite a bit.

Well that's the happy girly part of me.
Now on today

I had the health visitor today. Turned up 15 minutes late and was here a good hour and a half.
I managed to talk about some things I've never really spoken to anyone other then hubby about. I told them that my hubby thought I had a little bit of depression after our son was born, she asked if I saw anyone about it. Well of course I hadn't this was the first time I had spoken to anyone about it.
She then asked about my eating habits, I told her I don't eat a lot but I had always been like that. I told her I could quite easily go till 3 4 in the afternoon without eating, which then brought up any issues I had when I was younger. It was then I had to tell her about when I was 13 and how I had become anorexic. I never saw anyone about it, so had it get over it myself. Although physical I had gotten over it mentally I still haven't. It was at that point she asked about my weight gain. Something that was not brought up in my last pregnancy despite midwives always commenting on how small I am.
She asked about my pre-pregnancy weight and how much I am now. She didn't seem very pleased that my total weight gain so far is 9lbs. She then went on to say that she is going to talk to my midwife about it. So now I have no idea whats going to happen at my midwife appointments. Will they weigh me to make sure I am gaining weight? Will I have to have more appointments to make sure I won't end up anorexic again?
Personally if I didn't after my son was born I don't think I will this time. Of course I will lose the weight I gained and do my exercises to get back my toned body, well semi toned anyway. I'm slightly worried hubby won't like it though. He prefers a women with curves, something he can hold on to. He tells me he loves my loves handles but when you look at yourself and see the flab you think differently. It's like he is making me chose between him and a body I am happy with.